Have you ever thought about what you’d love to say to that person of whom you have a massive crush on? It may not be a crush. Making cute pictures in your head, going over the whole conversation, giving it a happy ending … (the whole love package)
Before I met Jesus, I’d imagine what my life would look like with him in it.
I wanted to know who I was getting involved with, his likes and dislikes, etc
At some point, I read various portions of the scripture and I’ve seen the ‘rules’ and all I was expected to let go of as a child of God. It wasn’t inviting at all! Thou shall not do this or that’. But I desired to be called his child. It was a tough one, scary even but a good kinda scare.
I personally didn’t like the idea of being under the rule and control of someone else,I loved to know exactly what was going on in my life. (I mean who wouldn’t?)
But at the same time, my life was going haywire… no directions! No firm decision!.
I gave my life to him over and over, I rededicated it more often, a preacher will just preach a message that hits my spirit and I find myself running out for altar call, but I knew it lasted for just as the program did.
…But eventually he found me!
Biblical Clue: John 6:44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.